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last week was good. looked forward to a certain trip during the weekend. and then during the weekend itself... i've never traveled this light before. lol. would have been even lighter if i didnt bring my laptop but well... my railway station calls. so i found myself in a 5 star hotel, found a couple of interesting food stuffs, realized that there were only 2 crazy Singaporeans who went over to Jakarta for May'n concert, got introduced to her suspected-PA (and subsequently, May'n and her manager) as fans from SG who couldnt make it for her concert in SG due to work and flew over to Indo for her, discovered that the latter was staying in the s

yesterday and today probably marked the boundaries between friend and staff for this kid in my centre. of course, i never had any intention to keep the incident a secret since work is work, and she's under my care. but its not like i dont know what betrayal feels, which of course, is a mighty feeling for the kid at her age. and its not like i dont know how anger can lead to the action she chose. (not like i never tried. i just didnt go through with it.) guess whatever it is, at the end of the day i did what i am suppose to do, the consequences will be a trust now gone. dear kid of mine, you'll understand in 15 years that whatever was do

if you had a pet that is so ill, it's suffering everyday, what would you do? seek treatment and give it all the love and care until it takes its last breath? or put it down after it appears that prolonging the life will not give both sides any happiness? animal cruelty, can we say that of people who put down pets who are terminally ill? while i think i will opt to put down any pet of mine that is terminally ill (note that i have been emphasizing on 'terminally'), can i really do it when the time comes? attachment often comes in between practicality. how can anybody willingly kill a family member? can a person cut off all emotions and give